things i would tell you, if i could:
1) i'd start with "i'm sorry."
2) because i hate that i hurt you. i hate that we hurt each other.
3) because although i'm sure you've moved on and don't think about it anymore, i'd hate for one of us to be gone tomorrow and for hurt and anger or even complete indifference to have been the last feelings between us.
4) and i'd say it again: "i'm sorry."
5) and that it doesn't matter why it ended. it doesn't
matter that i still feel like you don't understand me, just as i'm sure
that you probably don't feel like i understood you either.
6) because at one time, we did understand each other.
7) because at one time, we never thought we would ever be the ones to harm the other.
8) because at one time, we only had smiles and laughter and the good kind of cries between us.
9) because at one time, simple apologies were enough.
10) then, i'd end with "i'm sorry." even then, knowing it wasn't enough.
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